dR rA!z

salam….i donnoe wt i felt lately…back pain more worse…em…saye bertekad utk pegi esk…bt there are many things make i dont want to meet them….if the reult negative is ocay…alhamdulillah…but if positive i donnoe wat to say..my ambition????other people’s hope????NIZRINK, JOEROS, KAKAK, ALL MY FRENZ????wat should i do….not becoz i afraid to meet them but i afraid to all others hope….my dream wanna go out????how?????my parents??????i noe i’m not as tough as kakak…i’ll down….Ya Allah gives me strength to face the problem….Ya Allah only You are my hope…..

salam…happy day for me…dinner with my frens bt like my own family in ktt…with abg long [jarule], kak long [iera] n angah [muaz] bt one person that i love n care most not attend that dinner…kakak rrr sape lagik…lately we be more closer…kaklong suspect apendict…donnoe rrr…i hope juz a suspect..everyone around me saket ;( i cannot take cares of them..coz even me cant take care of myself…ok lar…dont have any idea…starting from now i must study smart for my A2 [start 23may], entrance exam UGM [10feb] n ielts [march]…huh..hope i can do da best…May Allah give me the best result later…not only for me, but also for KAKAK, ABG LONG,KAKLONG N ANGAH too…amin…May Allah bless our friendship…

em…result was came out…alhamdulillah i got 2As..and for sure chem got B…thanks to Allah coz a day before chem i not study…got fever, coughing…but i still got the best….sory pn mazlin i cannot gave u A for chem…now i must study for A2 starting 23rd may…to all people pliz pray for me….really important for my future…10th Feb entrance exam UGM…tgk past year quite tough je….indon version plak tuh…..what ever it is next week my parents come back…yahooo..really miss them…sayang daddy n mommy….muahs…ok lar dont have any idea…bye…..

donno y this week i got back pain yg teramat sgt…dah macam org tue…bak kate faezah keje noreh ke evryday…ntah rrr…than kakak advice me to meet doc…but asussual lar i nih bkn ske sgt jmpe doc…[evnthough i'll be a doc soon]…hehe to all people sape yg saket tuh p rrr jmp doc…dont be lyke me…last friday i went back to NIZRINK’s VILLA…but stuck at jb since kote now nih lyke an island…road block…cian gak rrr dkt adek2 ku yg tak dpt kuor…tak pe to all adek2 byk bersabo ekh…nih sume ujian drpd Allah…setiap ape yg terjadi ader hikmahnya…Allah takkan jd kan sesuatu itu tnpa sbb…to baby relax rrr bro…nx week dpt rrr gne laptop…dah rrr tak dpt balek plak tuh camera kne curi org…huh hanya Allah saje yg tau…to people yg amek tuh ingat rrr dunia dah nak kiamat…bertaubatlah…maybe my fault…careless…hua 2nd tyme i lost NIZRINK’s camera…sorry evryone…[sounds familiar]…huahua…continue back my story bout da back pain..than after kakak advice me than i went to clinic…after that doc quite angry with me…dah nak fly baru nak p check…than she asked me to go hosp with parents n meet orthopedic…huahua…lagik cuak maa….is it serious????if bley i dont want my parents involve…i dont want they all worry bout me…than kakak dgn baek nye nak teman p hosp putrajaya…tapi tak tau bile…kakak pon cam tak sihat sgt…kesian gak kat die tuh…kakak.. kakak.. sampai bile u want keep it as secret..adeq tak tdo tau last nite…than i noe evrything happen through that nite..i donnoe rrr kakak…i noe i cant help you but i juz wanna noe…salah ke…okay lar…tak larat nak type dah..bye~

miss SURVIVORS lots…esp alotte, iyein, qilotte, tey-a, all dr4rians…hua korg bl nak jmpe nih…to all SURVIVORS thanks n sorry for everything…sayang gl kat korg….

last nite we did surprise party for our beloved lecturer…huahuahua miss roza nak pindah…how come this thing happen…who wanna b my lecturer…huahuahua ‘tak sepatutnye berlaku’ bab kate erin…best rrr gak tapi quite sdey…kitorg wat bbq for her…hua 1st time msk…even juz tolong potong bwg je ;P [kire msk gak wat] AS result juz around da corner..huh…do pray for me cay…lapo rrr plak…ok rrr nak pi makan pasni nak pi lib…heheehe study rrr ape lagik…rajen tak anak HJ RAHMAT n HJH NORREHA ni…bubbye..meet yah again keyboard…

30thDec2006..

we lost our atok
misai…Allah love him so much more than us…Ya Allah give atok molek strength
to accept the fact….to all the joeros corner be though…let by gone by
gone…stay with all of you…to anyone who read my blog pliz al fatihah for
our late grand father… TN HJ BADROS B AHMAD…ALFATIHAH…May him always
dikalangan org2 yg beriman…amin…

long tyme not type any
blog since my laptop was at home…so here the thing that happen last year…

JAN2006..no more be budaque skolah…got
the lisence and cant believe it I’M IN WORK…huhuhu…misss SURVIVORS lots…

FEB2006..nothing important this
month..just resign from do such not advanture work ;p

MARCH2006..spm result came out…thanks to
Allah for da 9As…thanks to evryone…esp parents,joeros,teachers,SURVIVORS n
tkcians…got JPA letter for attachment n interview…

APRIL2006..best rrr attachment…met
patients n da important thing i learned sumthing from dr tety..thanks doc..i
got tawaran from one company to futher my study to

indonesia

..bt parents said to wait
for da scholarship..bad new for NIZRINK since my dad kne tahan wad..

MAY2006..Thanks to Allah i got JPA
scholarship…Alhamdulillah…A’level at KTT n futher to

INDONESIA

…like
my dad pray before…

JUNE2006..almost half of my clazmates got
da scholar…congrates to all SURVIVORS…make others proud with us..hehehe
19th JUNE registered at KTT…got many new fren…only iera my
exskoolmate..orientation week act as ANNE…such a POYO per4mance…like f1
during talentime..huahuahua…AIRMATA IBU…kuikuikui..lawaks gile…ntah
pape…be a KTT student…unsangkerable while em b intec student…it’s ocay
lar as long i’ll do medicine soon…KTT mmg ‘BEST’…sumwhere in sepang…dkt
ngan klia rrr…at first quite shock…nak wat camner…

JULY2006..time go so fast…sweet
18th…hua dah beso…i love taekwondo bt why people wanna do this to
me…first time i noe kakak’s name…

AUG2006..kakak’s birthday…be her
sister..at first my fren yg dare tak sangke plak she’s mine…but she’s really
weird…and da most important thing i noe sumone…hehehe…special or
not…i’m not sure…donnoe rrr…

SEPT2006..pre-A2 cant concentrate since
arwah atok misai sakit…starting atok sakit…all JOEROS CORNER members not
feeling well…atok,makyon,cimal,faezah,ing,ayah,acul n even me…prove that we
r really unite family…hehehe…thanks Allah gave me JOEROS to make my life
more brighter…ALHAMDULILLAH…

OCT2006..unbeliveable…AS exam
began…hehehe…dah nak start pose…pasni raye…yahoo…bt must going back
3rd raye…got exam that day…huahuahua…tak raye lagik…dah rrr last
raye…[chet practise dr kcik tak raye nnt dah keje tak raye gak]

NOV2006..i donnoe why my relationship
with others cam hampeh je this month…sorg2 marah kat saye…sorry rrr
dude…tak pe rrr yg penting dah final break…yeah dah nak masok A2…cam tak
caye..rasenye baru ari tuh register…

DEC2006..skejap je break…dah naek…em
dont bother rrr better get than not…jelous with senior holiday one
month…huahua…not FAIR…relation with kakak ok…she such a great person i
respect most…my parents p haji uncle bd n aunt mona pon…ALHAMDULILLAH..hua
miss them lots…

tu je kot yg happen
spnjg last year…huahuahua…cam tak caye je dah msk 2007..last year in

malaysia

before
i futher my study…